Monday Monday

Well unfortunately I was not feeling well yesterday and did not attend church. I am on the border of losing my voice today which stinks! I love going to church and learning something new each week and was super sad about not being able to go. I definitely am going this Sunday can not miss another day of church!!

Well it is monday, and by next week, I will be wrapping up my last class. I am super excited about extern coming up and hope I can extern for a hospital so I can get my foot in the door with a possibility of a career there. My goal is to work at my site as much as I can to get my 200 hours and if not get hired on there, look into positions at other medical facilities.

My ideal place to work would be with Tri Health. I gave birth to my son at one of their hospitals and have visited a couple of their doctor offices. I absolutely love them and the people who work there. They treat their patients like family and I would be so lucky to be a MA there...fingers crossed. But if that doesn't work out my next place would be an  OB GYN office. We shall see.

It is crazy where life takes us. I went from an unhappy marriage and job to having an amazing son who has inspired me to come back to school and work in the medical field as a MA. I hope to be able to return to school when he is a little older to become an LPN then an RN. Since 12/23/2012, I started going to church and hope to continue on my spiritual path with God & Jesus. Well, that is all for now.

Enjoy life. Love hard. God Bless!

Relationships Under Construction: Friendships

At church we started a new sermon called Relationships Under Construction (hence the blog title). We focused on friendships today. Pastor Marie spoke of Jesus' friends circle and how many of them betrayed Jesus and yet Jesus forgave them and rebuilt those friendships.

This sermon made me think of a friend I had made in Kindergarten. We remained friends up until a few months ago when I found out that she wasn't inviting me to hang out anymore. Instead of having a conversation with her, I told her we aren't friends anymore via text and that was it. Aside from that day, we did wish each other a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year but that was the extent of the conversation. Well today after listening to my Pastor about forgiveness, and fixing the broken friendships, I decided to contact this person. My text read as follows:

"I am so sorry about ending our friendships. My feelings were hurt & I felt like since I have a child now, and I am no longer married, felt left out."

Her reply was:

"Thank you for apologizing and if I would have known you didn't know I would have told you and I don't mind hanging out with you and Daniel. The only reason I do go out is to try to see you cuz I love you and Daniel."

Wow. After all of that, she loves me still. See we all take friendships for granted and when you feel something maybe like I did, being left out, have a conversation. It could have been a real simple fix. I almost lost a 20+ year friendship because I ended it before I even thought to have a conversation.

What a great sermon today we had. Forgiveness is hard, but after you forgive, it feels like a weight is lifted off of your shoulders.

 

Luke 5: 18-20

Some men arrived carrying a paraplegic on a stretcher. They were looking for a way to get into the house and set him before Jesus. When they couldn't find a way in because of the crowd, they went up on the roof, removed some tiles, and let him down in the middle of everyone, right in front of Jesus. Impressed by their bold belief, he said, "Friend, I forgive your sins."

Matthew 5:14-16

This is the passage we talked about in church today.

Matthew 5:14-16
14 "You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16 In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.

Finding God

Today I would like to blog about my new found Faith. I have always been Spiritual, but never really have gone to church until 12/23/2012. I believe God was whispering to me over the past few years to belong to a church. I have just had this yearning to go to one, but was hoping someone would go with me. Well this time I took the bull by the horns and decided that since I wanted/needed to go, just to go alone. Everyone at CPUMC, was so warm and welcoming! I finally found a church that I wanted to belong to. I want to be a part of CPUMC, as in doing something like choir or helping in the nursery at one of the services. I just feel like I belong there and God guided me to my new church home/church family if you will. I love getting up on Sundays and going to Thank God for all the blessings in my life. I have always had Faith, but I have a deeper love for God and a better connection with his holy spirit than I did before. I can not explain it, I just feel it. Looking forward to next Sundays sermon by Pastor Marie and many many more Sundays to come. Amen.

Blessed

This blog is called The Simple Life for a reason. In my first marriage, I admit I was expecting too many things from a marriage that did not happen in mine. In fact, my marriage was awful. At that point I felt that I am just not meant to be married. I sacrificed who I was to try to make peace with my significant other, and his family. One day, I could not take the verbal, mental and emotional abuse anymore, and well, I was on defense by myself for the remainder of the marriage. I just want a simple life. The life I am living now. No stress like I had before. I spend time with my amazing son, family and close friends these days. I just want my life to be simple. I don't want constant fighting or being on the Defensive all the time.

Even though I went through hell with my ex, I am glad I did because not only did it make me a stronger person, but I can be a better mother to my wonderful son. I don't regret anything that I have done in my life time because that would mean I would regret my son, and I definitely DO NOT regret him at all! God only gives a person what they can handle, and I am guessing he thought I was tough enough for what life dealt me. At the end of the dark, lonely tunnel, I came out victorious! A beautiful, amazing son, renewed faith in God and seeing who my true friends & family are. I thank God every day (and go to his house on Sundays now), for the life he has given me and the people he put in my life.

My Goals

1. Graduate with Straight A's.
2. Lose Weight.
3. Pay off Car & Student Loans in 5 years.
4. Buy/Rent a 3-4 bedroom 2 bath w/ basement townhome in 5 years.
5. Be a great cook and a better baker.

2013 Even Better Year

It is hard to believe how things have changed in my life in just a couple of years. 2011, divorced my husband of 5 years, became pregnant. 2012, had my son, quit my job of 7 years, enrolled in school for Medical Assisting. 2013, my son will be turning 1 years old, & I will be graduating, both in April! I have accomplished a lot in the past year. Somehow I managed to get straight A's which never happened to me when I was in school years ago! I guess now I am more focused then ever. I am so blessed to have my family and my very few close friends who love my son and support us no matter what.
I can not believe that I start my last class on Wednesday and then in February I go do my externship. I am on a way better path than I have even been on in my life. My son, he is my motivation and inspiration for going back to school and doing my absolute best to have a career so that I can take care of him and give him a great life.
In December, I started going to church, and so far, I have been going every Sunday. Going to church is a great thing for me. I feel so much better going to God's house and thanking him for a great son, and a great life.
A shout out to GOD, Daniel, my family, Josh (my best friend), Maddy & Patrick for always being there for (us) no matter what! I could not have gotten where I am now without you all. Lots of Love to you!!!!