The New Normal

What is depression? Anxiety? PTSD? Before I was married at 21, I was perfectly normal. No therapist, no medication. After suffering day after day in a negative, verbal and emotional environment, these are the 3 that I have been diagnosed with. A lot of people have the same diagnosis as I, but we all have had different experiences that have triggered this. The most important thing you can do is acknowledge it and hit it head on. Do not go at this alone. It is ok to ask for help and to talk to a professional. Make sure you surround yourself with supportive, positive people and weed out the ones who bring you down. I promise it will get better in time, but for now take action and get the help you deserve!

God Bless

Dreams: 1/30/14

My dream last night consisted of me in a school where a gunman shoots 3 people in front of me and then tries to shoot me. I am on the ground huddled and singing Jesus Loves Me over and over and for some reason the shooter does not shoot me. Then all of a sudden we are in a mall and same shooter tries to shoot me again and I sing the same song. This dream really scared me but at the same time confirms my faith in Jesus.